I don't wanna be the girl Who laughs the loudest Or the girl who never Wants to be alone I don't wanna be that call At 4 o'clock in the morning 'cause I'm the only one you know In the world that won't be home Ahh, the sun is blinding I stayed up again Oohh, I am finding That's not the way I want my story to end I'm safe up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain inside You're my protection How do I feel this good sober? I don't wanna be the girl Who has to fill the silence The quiet scares me Cause it screams the truth Please don't tell me that We had that conversation I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use? Ahh, the night is calling And it whispers to me softly, "Come and play" Ahh, I am falling And if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame I'm safe up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain inside You're like perfection How do I feel this good sober? I'm coming down, coming down, coming down Spinning 'round, spinning 'round, spinning 'round Looking for myself, sober I'm coming down, coming down, coming down Spinning 'round, spinning 'round, spinning 'round Looking for myself, sober When it's good, then it's good It's so good till it goes bad Till you're trying to find The you that you once had I have heard myself cry, "Never again" Broken down in agony Just trying to find a friend I'm safe up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain inside You're like perfection How do I feel this good sober I'm safe up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain inside You're like perfection How do I feel this good sober? Will I ever feel this good sober? Tell me, No no no no no pain How do i feel this good sober?