Getting too busy to make amends
I should try to make it right
Are you ready for the shit to hit
I think you say you are but aren't
Doctor make it better instantly
You're the only one who can
I've waited here my whole damn life
And I've forgotten what I wanted

Maybe I can do it
If I put my back into it
I can leave you if I wanted
but there's nowhere else that I can go

Maybe I won't suffer
if I find a way to love her
I'd ne lying to myself
but there is no way out that I can see

If I lied you'd know it instantly
So I just had to look away
All the honesty I've ever lost
I can't begin to even curse
I never know the taste of blood til now
it's clear I never should have known
breathing fire was never this much fun
so there's a dark side in us all.